Solicitation.

Oh mighty Creator. Show me some light, show me some guidance. I've seen the signs but missed their meaning. How is it that you forgot me? I thought you loved all your childrens. Give me the strength to walk the path you destent me to walk, because im so confused and lost right now. The meaning with this life makes no sense to me anymore, is this what you call life? A life with pain and suffering, a nightmare beyond your imagination, a hole so big in your chest you can barely breath? Im disappointed if you want my opinion, because i've heard so much about you. You're power to create the world, rebuild a new race, create a civilization. You're prophet Jesus, a healer and a messiah. Everyone heard of him but no one seems to have seen him. Im not here to cast judgement but im just expressing myself in a way i never done before. So please..

Hear my prayer.